Didn't people say all of our lives, "follow your dreams"? Well, what happens if you have several? What are you suppose to do when you could see your life going a million different ways? It just ends up being this big blob of dreams and hopes without focus.
Often I ponder what I could do with my life. I know several other people do the same thing. I've had many discussions with my family and friends about this. I'm sure it's a struggle for a lot of people. Everyone is searching for something. Of course, we can rest in the fact that God has a plan for us and will direct us in what we should do and where we should go. I'm sure it includes our careers. He gave us each gifts, but sometimes I wonder if we need to make the choice whether to use those gifts for ministry or for career or for hobby or for all three?
And, really, I can't even pinpoint what my gift actually is. What is that one thing I'm brilliant at? I'd venture to say it's nothing. I'm not brilliant at any one thing. I'm just sort of okay at a few different things. I sure am glad that my husband is really good at one thing- being a designer. He will most likely always be a designer and I find comfort in that. But, what about me? What is the one thing I should be doing the rest of my life? I want to do something. I long to do one thing well.
This post is definitely left open ended. No resolve or resolution. Just a bunch of ideas.